hi there. it's been a long time since i post REAL post - not that this one is going to be real, but whatever. anyway, school's finally over! i dont know what i should feel. because, frankly, i love going to campus - meeting people and actually interacting with them (because, you know, i'm anti-social like that), actually getting involved in something, dancing, hanging around, etcetera. and when i'm home, it'd limit my chances to be able to do all that. i'd need extra willpower and effort to go and hang around. i'm a couch potato, guys, fyi. i'd certainly pick my comfortable bed with my laptop and wifi'd house over some fancy restaurant. 

anyway, i kind of, sort of, mmm bickered with my dad. now i'm on the run - with him knowing where i am, which technically not a run, but i don't pick up my phone or anything until everything is calmer. until I get calmer. 

i love my dad and vice versa, but sometimes he expresses it in very uncanny way, in which i know but i can't comprehend. i think that's the best way to put it. we're not really a close family - i'm closer to my brothers than my parents - but we still care for each other. we don't show it on the surface though. our ego is bigger than anything. yes, it runs in the family! 

i sometimes act like a little prick, and maybe this is one of those times. *sigh* i hope things get better fast.