last night he called. he sounded very exhausted. i want to hug him if i was there - i definitely would do it tight. - but i wasn't. so i couldn't. hundred miles away, over the phone, last night, i still could feel his silent sighs. no, he's not the only one that wanted me to be there for him or him to be here with me. i, too, oftentimes think about it.

there is no day goes by without missing him. long distance is a struggle i tell you but it's, at least for me, a worthy one.