i feel closer. well, i should have. i think that's what normally happen when you spend days together with a person. you get to know them better hence the closer and tighter bond. the subject i'm referring to might not read this, that's why i want to throw it out here.
i don't know what exactly i'm feeling right now. i honestly feel closer, yet more distant. i know, i know, those words don't make sense. but is there any way to perfectly express human's complex feelings? (maybe there is, but then again, i'm not a poet). i still get excited every time i see him, as always. i still get butterflies in my stomach even though we've been together for roughly three years (minus the breakup drama). long story short, i'm still happy being with him. few days ago we went travelling together. it was a blast. it was a heaven for couple with long distance relationship.
we chatted a lot of course. i realize a new fact or two. i don't know-- we're still learning about each other. some of it actually a pain to hear. it's not because it is hurtful,nor mean, it's because is simply the truth.
we have a big world ahead of us and no one know what's coming. years later, when i'm much older, maybe i'll find somebody who's brave enough to guarantee every girl's fairy tale; to become one.