soooo, how are you? good? great! me? well, i must say i've been better but im quite alright. 

yes, it's 2016 already. time flies fast, huh? is there anything you regret in 2015? i sure have few regrets, but i'm in no way intend to stick around my nose there. i just have to move forward.

in 2015, im scared of EVERYTHING. the past, the present, the future. i always have something to worry about. it's humanly to worry about something, but i got my hands and head full of something i need not concerned about, thus the result were terrible. this year im planning not to be afraid. maybe not everything all at once but im going to try to face it one by one. you should, too. i know you're scared of many things. like someone behind you.. teehee (now im scared)
besides that, being scared makes me a negative-minded person. believe me, i always try my hardest to seek the positive in something, and i always deliver them through words just so i could hear it myself. because i need to hear it. even though i already found the positive side of something, sometimes my head is still so full of negative thoughts. i can't stop it. that's why i need to verbalized it, it's so i can convince myself. the same situation goes when we are praying. obviously God knows what we want, what we need, but then, why do we have to pray? it's because the person who need to hear it the most is us. maybe it's to make us realize how dumb it is, or maybe it's to make us always remember what is our goal. do i make sense to you? no? uh well time to watch korean drama anyway. bye!

p.s please kindly check and follow my instagram! i draw things (uh) here's my id : _ameeys

sooo this is a real bye.. bye!