You know what? I secretly hope I can hate you. It's not nice to reach out to someone (who specifically ask not to be contacted, unless something REAL urgent come up) and use them for your own personal purpose. Sure, the human feeling is complicated, but is it that complicated to know what's right and what's wrong? Our last meeting certainly a horrible choice I made and I know you know it wasn't the right thing to do, but nevertheless you did it too. It didn't affect your life, but it does to mine. Next time, if you're 'gaada maksud apa2', just don't try to hold her hands. Are you trying to keep me not forgetting you? Now that i think about it very often, it just makes me hate you even more. It was horrible, I hate you.