Dear J,

the earth is spheroid. so whenever i get fed up with this and start to walk or run away, it'll always bring me back to you. one day i mad at you. i tried to ignore you and avoid any conversation that led to you. then the next thing i know, i missed you terribly. i can't stand not talking to you. i started to forget how mad i was and started a little conversation. you replied, patiently. one day we had a fight. ok. we had lots of fights. it went on from a silly little thing. yes, i concede, i teed you up first. &most of the time, you're the one who apologise first. even when you know you didn't do anything wrong. one day i cried. to be frank, i can handle myself not seeing you around at recess or on weekdays. i just still can't convince myself that we'll be just fine. remember when you used to like (or love, idk) one of my classmate? well, i do. i still remember the exact time when you told me that she's pretty. it hurted me a bit but i've managed to stop thinking about it. because i put my faith on you. and by the way, yes i'm jealous. why? because she's beautiful. whereas i am, well, just me.
i love you no matter how hard it is. you are the person i could never let go of. i want to wear your sweatshirt to bed, watch scary movies with you, talk on the phone until sunrise, sneak out at night to look at the stars with you, play your favorite video game, make you watch chick flicks, kiss you in the rain, go on walks with you, laugh until i cant breath with you, hold hands, listen to your music and i want us to fall in love with each other, endlessly.

sincerely, me.