BUT

here's the thing mom. i could never get any closer to you. ever. you know why? because you dont let me to. indirectly. you always have that kind of annoying attitude. especially when you have been through a bad day. the day feels like you're the only one that have been struggling with a fuck day. but you're not. we all are. so do you really have to scare the household by bursting into the house as you yell? NO. do you really want your children lock theirselves in their own bedrooms just so you wouldnt shout on us? i bet you dont. look, if you just sit and calm yourself out, i'd probably say things like, "hi, mom. how's your day?" or "what happened? tell me."

ok. i don't know i'm upset because you just scolded me or the fact that we're mother and daughter, but we've never been as close as we should. we dont share things. i dont tell you how's school days. you dont tell me how's work. so it's not really a picture of a mother-and-daughter relationship that i'd always imagine. but screw on that. one way or another, i love you.