my confession to you // Thursday
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27.8.09 |
Hallo. gue lg sedih bgt haha setelah gosip itu-___- jadi bnyk yang nanya. skip---> gue mau posting sesuatu. hm, mau ngesok bhs inggris lg nih. haha sabar ya kpd temanmu (atau musuhmu) yang sok teu ini. mau ngesok bhs inggris sama broken hearted gt deh hehe-.- sekali lg maaf ya sok inggris. hm, lebih asik inggris sih hehe it's a love confession------- First, i do love you so damn muchhh Second, too shame. you love me not as much as i love you. Third, at least.. you're not as serious as i did Fourth, between the joy and all those happiness you've brought to all those hurting words. i think those hurting words brokes all those happiness- :''''( Fifth, someone please tell him, "don't say you love amy, unless you really mean it."--___-- Sixth, are you mad at me? is it yes or no? just be honest. i don't want to make you a liar. Seven, do you know how much it hurts? no, i don't think so. i want you to know what do i feel nowadays. but know it, i don't want you to feel just the way i feel now! Eight, i'm still love you sooo Nineth, i will always love you no matter what people say about you. Tenth, i swear i didn't tell anybody else except my friends since i've promised to you. Eleventh, know it. you're the one who always makes me forgive you all the time. Twelveth, to be honest, i am happy with you, always. i feel like in heaven. a place where i could meet you. hm, maybe i thought i was happy all this time. yes, i did. now? well, you're kinda avoiding me. i feel being ignored-________- Thirdteenth, i love the way you read and guess my emotion and my feeling. i don't know since when, but i just love it. Fourteenth, honestly, i can't mad at you at all. Fifteenth, haha this one really sounds religy. believe it or not, you've made me become a good moslem :'D Sixteenth, you've made me feel being loved. even you're not take it seriously -.- Seventeenth, confesss. sometimes, i hate the way i treat you. i suppose it's too damn special! Eighteenth, and you're the one who always makes me through the night. remember when my parents had a fight?------- Nineteenth, i always smile when i read your messages over and over again. i never get bored. i smile and laugh even i don't want to. Twentieth, i can't get you outta my mind. i can't reach you. i can't reach my dream. what can i do know, is just hoping the best. hoping you still there... why do you keep 'it' so deep? even we did the best we can do to keep 'this', i just want you to know, that 'this' thing would flow it self to the air and known by everyone.... -pertanyaan my. knp jumlahnya 20? knp gak 50? kebanyakan -.- haha lagian 20 noabsnny stlh gue kenal dia. -satu lagi, kenapa di urutan pertama, delapan, sama sembilan isinya sama aja? mau tau? karena itu 189-----> 010809-----> 1 agustus 2009 see how much i love you not just by words? Labels: diary |
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